here is my rant.

15 Aug
I leave in two weeks.
I don’t want to leave.
I’ve just found friends.
I feel like I’ve only just completely adjusted.
I certainly don’t want to go to class.
This isn’t new. You’ve heard me say it before. But as I returned home from a social evening of sitting around a campfire with people I’m only just beginning to know, I rant again. As I celebrate the fun that was day camp last week and reflect on the productive, fun weekend I had, I rant. I complain. I start to cry. I start to say goodbye to people I’ve gotten to know … except I’m never great at actually saying goodbye. I’ll put it off for as long as possible. “Oh, well, we might see each other again.” Or, “I’ll try to stop back up again.” I’d rather leave ambiguously than with a strict farewell.
Two weeks.
The two-week motto: Little sleep. Much coffee.
These two weeks will go far too fast.
I don’t want to waste my time sleeping.

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